I’ve lost myself as a individual, messing around with people I thought were my friends. I’ve lost myself by putting more energy into a relationship than the other person and got hurt. With this being said, I’ve been dead inside ever since. Trying to get my life back on track, which isn’t easy. Replaying the moments that hurt me so much. The people who did me wrong when I was alive, I want them to keep that same energy. I’ve been dead inside and nobody has noticed how I’ve been acting.