Stop living in fear, stop trying to please people,
We are all different, don’t change yourself for anyone.
A day came to pass,
Never I would’ve thought this would happen
What happened to the fun, loving person I was?
I let other people that did things to me change me into the person I knew I wasn’t.
I know I’m a loving and caring person
I used to be very happy and now I’m always so MEAN and ANGRY.
I didn’t want this to happen.
Every day and night I cry myself to sleep thinking of how to become a better person. The truth is, I over-think.
I’m sensitive to a lot of things and that makes me TOXIC. I feel like it pushes people away from me.
I miss the old Saffie!
Now, I look down at myself and say “You have a bad attitude”. I know that’s not okay and I’m willing to fix it but where do I start from?
I keep living in the past and not the present. How do I go through this all alone? I don’t even like explaining myself.
But I’m open minded to start a new chapter of my life!