Feelings withered

Showing you scars to prove I’m battle-scarred

From acidic relations

Got everything but receiving nothing

Most of it is past tense however history repeats itself

My mindset is entirely different

Wish I couldn’t remember

Wish I didn’t feel

Maybe then I’ll gain closure from being the first to open up

I hide in nightmares

No one can hurt me there

The high keeps me sane

Allowing me to forgive myself

Only truth you seek are the reasons you question my loyalty

If only you could understand, I’d give everything to please you

Our demise wasn’t an end

Rather a beginning to new lives

Maybe we’ll meet in another lifetime