Toxins
January 6, 2018
Feelings withered
Showing you scars to prove I’m battle-scarred
From acidic relations
Got everything but receiving nothing
Most of it is past tense however history repeats itself
My mindset is entirely different
Wish I couldn’t remember
Wish I didn’t feel
Maybe then I’ll gain closure from being the first to open up
I hide in nightmares
No one can hurt me there
The high keeps me sane
Allowing me to forgive myself
Only truth you seek are the reasons you question my loyalty
If only you could understand, I’d give everything to please you
Our demise wasn’t an end
Rather a beginning to new lives
Maybe we’ll meet in another lifetime