I thought she was gonna be here forever but she wasted my time I should have seen it from the beginning these girls be lying. She played me thru me away like a piece of meat but in reality I was the one standing up for her on my own 2 feet.  I can’t define how she wasted my time how I stepped out of line just for her. Steady sending paragraphs for her happiness but it wasn’t there I can’t believe I actually thought she cared. Rain falls and the sound is all I can relate to,hitting the ground because lowkey I wish I could be dead soon. I ready for heaven my legs to heavy I hoping lord Jesus can heal me .  But no family dropping like leaves in fall, but I have the be the One to stand tall.