All My Life

Virginia Bates

All my life I’ve been running free
Because all my life I have nothing to be
I’ve been running around in circles don’t know what’s up or down
I am hurting
But I say I’m fine
I wanna be a mystery
I don’t like people,
So I just stay
 
To myself, cry to myself, don’t know why I wanna be somebody else
I don’t even know myself
Why should love somebody else
I should stop talking stop posing on social media cause no one was here all the sappy—
.          They just want you to—
.                    So send—
.                              Hit up some—
.                                        Be a—
Because that’s all you know how to do right?
 
All my life I’ve been running free
Because all my life I have nothing to be
I’ve been running around in circles don’t know what’s up or down
I am hurting
But I say I’m fine
I wanna be a mystery
I don’t like people,
So I just stay
 
Alone in my house in my room away
Alone all the time just to feel like I’m okay
Alone in my house well my parents are away
Invite over—
because I don’t feel okay