You Bemused Me

April 4, 2022
I don’t regret meeting you
I regret allowing myself to get too comfortable having you around me
How I feel alone and sad anytime we’re apart
I don’t regret getting the chance to know you better
I regret holding the weight of all your lies and dirty secrets from which I learned about you
I don’t regret loving you..
I regret giving nothing but forgiveness, tranquility, honesty and my unconditional loving to you
You used me
Took my loyalty as advantage
My heart as nothing but a toy to you and my trust as a joke
I still love you…
But I wont love you the way I once did before.