You can make me laugh even when im sad

Smile when im upset and yet hate how happy you make me feel all at the same time

Even when I’m mad to the point where I want to be alone, you still find ways to make me crack a mile and giggle at the jokes you make that aren’t even funny..I guess I laugh only because you were the one making them

I don’t want you around but I hate not having you all to myself

Seeing you with her/him makes me feel sad, alone and jealous

Why?

I’m not sure I mean its not even like we’re together..

You know how to make me feel however you wanted me too

You do things to purposely mess with me

I don’t like you but I don’t hate you..

God, why me?

Why does his/her manipulation feel so good , it has a grasp at me..

Yet im not even trying fight it…